To take a leap of faith is to die before death
To not take risks is life without living
Rationality argues with my dreams
Then again what have I to lose
These choices are my own to make
And yet I feel the whole world is watching me
Persecuting me with their reasoning
Would I lay on my death bed wondering?
Thinking of the things I could have done?
This decision will shape my life
Oh god I’m stuck in between
Years lost on the wrong path
Are they truly years lost?
Or will they be experiences worth remembering?
Am I blessed to have time to ponder this?
Or is it my curse to think myself into indecision?
Lord there’s so many unanswered questions
So many barriers to cross
If I choose to follow my heart
Who could judge me for that?
For who hasn’t made mistakes?
It is hard to balance tenacity
With an air of pragmatism
The road will require bravery
And I must walk with boldness